I think I’ll go out with Bruce. I should give him a chance. He’s a nice guy, he just needs a little more confidence in himself. He’s not the best looking guy in the world, but he’s not bad. He’s got a cute smile, and when he looks at me I get the feeling he’s there with me, not thinking about something else.
I just wish I was sure. I don’t want to settle. I know I’m not the prettiest girl or the most interesting person. But I deserve to be happy, don’t I? I wish I knew what would make me happy.
I wonder where we’ll go? Dinner and a movie? Maybe the movie first, then we’ll have something to talk about at dinner. It’s so hard to get to know somebody. I’m always afraid that I’m going to say the wrong thing. Then you do get to know them, and you’ve got nothing left to talk about. Sometimes I don’t know why I bother. I wish I didn’t get so lonely.